blankets & bumblebees

2019


 heavy stone

someone is chasing you
as someone is chasing me
stop and blame the other guy
just stop and blame the other guy

change into somebody else
why don’t you change like you’re walking on wire
it’s just the same ‘til you find somebody good
for you for you

it’s a heavy stone to take
it’s a heavy stone to pick up
it’s a heavy stone to break
it’s a heavy stone to pulverize

like the fake smile you wear
like a demon in your chest
like the voices in my mind saying
where are we going now?
where are we going now?

how do we got so far?
how do I got this far?
I should stop and blame the other guy
you should just stop and blame the other guy

change into somebody else
why don’t you change like you’re walking on wire
it’s just the same ‘til you find somebody good
for you for you

it’s a heavy stone to take
it’s a heavy stone to pick up
it’s a heavy stone to break
it’s a heavy stone to pulverize

like the fake smile you wear
like a demon in your chest
like the voices in my mind saying
where are we going now?
where are we going now?

where are we going now?


nocturnal // interlude

something’s going on
it’s multiplying
something’s going on
it’s multiplying

I wonder if it’s just the way I’m singing
like I’m standing on a bomb while I’m alone

and anytime, in any place
the way I’m singing
it’s like I’m losing my slumber, the world’s going under
right on your fingertips
and anytime, in any place
the way I’m singing
that’s true, I’m on top of the world
on my feet

but I don’t mind
I don’t mind

something’s going on
it’s multiplying
something’s going on
it’s multiplying

and I wonder if it’s just the way I’m singing
everyone get highs and lows from every note

and anytime, in any place
the way I’m singing
it’s like I’m chasing a ghost, the world’s going to be lost
right on your fingertips
and anytime, in any place
the way I’m singing
that’s true, I’m on top of the world
on my feet

but I don’t mind
I don’t mind
I don’t mind, I don’t mind
it’s over my face right now, over my face

it’s over my face right now
and I’ve tried
over my face right now
my face right now

and anytime, in any place
the way I’m singing
it’s like I’m losing my slumber, the world’s going under
right on your fingertips
and anytime, in any place
the way I’m singing that’s true, I’m on top of the world
on my feet

but I don’t mind


city of silences

lights are my solution
lights are caught somewhere between my toes
lights against the edge of town

silenced by something that I don’t know
silenced by some things that I still don’t know

and the lights will follow you
the lights will follow you
will follow you
will follow you

lights are my isolation
caught somewhere between my flash and bones
‘cause there’s a time to still
and there’s a time to cry

just focus on the difference as I go
focus on the difference as you go

‘cause the lights will follow you
the lights will follow you
will follow you
will follow you

lights are my sweet devotion
the more I try to catch them the more they’re gone
and the city of silences stuck here in the middle
between all the said and done

but I don’t mind ‘cause I won’t go
I don’t mind my dear, ‘cause I won’t go

so the lights will follow you
the lights will follow you


among the clouds

maybe I should move among the clouds
with no space to fill and no bodies down
but I won’t forget my sweet kryptonite

in the corner of my eye when my tears have still to dry
in the backdoor of my mouth when I feel helpless and ashamed
ashamed

but I’m so sorry that I broke your heart
I’m so sorry that I could not handle it
I give it back to you with both of my hands
I give it back to you with no resistance
who am I calling, who am I calling

you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me

should I just stay and act like a fool?
well, I’m sorry if I’m not mr. cool
when no one’s around, I’ll let you in

in the corner of my eye when my tears have still to dry
in the backdoor of my mouth when I feel helpless and ashamed
ashamed

but I’m so sorry that I broke your heart
I’m so sorry that I could not handle it
I give it back to you with both of my hands
I give it back to you with no resistance
who am I calling, who am I calling

you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me

but I’m so sorry that I broke your heart
I’m so sorry that I could not handle it
I give it back to you with both of my hands
I give it back to you with no resistance
who am I calling, who am I calling

you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me
you won’t give it back to me


cobblestones

have you ever tried to say I’m not the way you want me to be
with all of your voice

somebody left you hangin’ and you don’t know where to hide
with all of your pride

would you say something or would you let go
would you regret it all, I know you would not
would you leave from your little corner and make a new start
or maybe I should say something
about my cobblestones

have you ever seen the light that comes out from the words of your hear
I know that you did

but nobody ever asked you to be the best choice to make
the best choice to make

would you say something or would you let go
would you regret it all, I know you would not
would you leave from your little corner and make a new start
or maybe I should say something
about my cobblestones

down in the snow
down, down in the snow
I’m gonna take you down
down to the snow

down into, just down
down into you
down into, just down
down into you

please don’t speak
don’t’ act like you need me more than I see
please don’t speak
don’t’ act like you need me more than I see
please don’t speak
don’t’ act like you need me more than I see